My school life pretending to be a worthless person raws: I was never the best student. I always struggled in school and felt like an imposter. In my mind, I was a worthless person, so pretending to be one was the only way to fit in. It took me many years to realize that this mindset is not healthy and that it’s holding me back from achieving my goals. It’s time for me to let go of this negative belief system and start working on rebuilding my self-confidence. If you’re struggling with feeling like a worthless person, here are some tips on how to overcome it: ###
my school life pretending to be a worthless person raws: Background
As a child, I was always the last to be picked for teams, the shortest in my class, and worst at everything. I was convinced that I was worthless, so it made sense to me to just act like that all the time. In school, I would fake being sick all the time so that I could stay home and watch TV. I would also take long breaks during class just so I could talk on my phone or text friends. It felt good to act like a worthless person for a little while; it made me feel comfortable in my own skin. Acting like a worthless person is something that I still do from time to time.
Whenever things get tough or when things don’t go my way, I’ll often turn to my old self-defeating habits of pretending to be sick or acting lazy in order to ease the pressure. But even though pretending to be worthless has always been easier than facing reality, there’s something about doing it publicly that makes it even more satisfying. When everyone knows that you’re not really trying because you think you’re garbage, it feels like you finally have the power over them. In some ways, behaving like an incompetent buffoon is actually one of the smartest things that I’ve ever done; it’s given me a unique perspective on life and allowed me to make some great friends along the way…
my school life pretending to be a worthless person raws: The Transition to High School
I have been attending high school for two years now. Going into it, I knew that it would be difficult. I was right. The transition to high school is hard. It’s hard to make friends, it’s hard to belong to a club, and it’s hard to make any sort of connection with anyone. The thing that makes the transition even harder is pretending to be a worthless person all the time.
The First Year of High School
When I started high school, I was excited to start a new chapter in my life. I had always been the outcast and felt like no one cared about me so this was going to be my opportunity to make a brand new friend, have healthy relationships, and finally feel like I belonged somewhere. Little did I know that starting high school would be the worst decision of my life.
Every day seemed like a trial. Trying to make friends was impossible because people were either scared of being associated with someone who wasn’t popular or they just didn’t want anything to do with me because they thought it would make them look bad. The only thing that kept me going was the thought that if this is how high school is, then college must be way better. As it turns out, college was even worse. My social circle consisted of people who were just as uncomfortable around me as everyone else had been during high school and now they wanted to be my friend so they could get inside my head and control me.
High school has taught me more than anything else that pretending to be something you’re not is the quickest way to disaster. If you’re not comfortable in your own skin, then there’s no point in trying to fit in with anyone else either.
my school life pretending to be a worthless person raws: The Second Year of High School
When I first started high school, I was so excited to finally be in a school where I could learn and grow. But the second year has been nothing but a nightmare. The teachers are constantly picking on me, and the other students are just mean to me. It’s hard to focus in class, let alone try and make any friends.
But there is one person who has been there for me through it all: my laptop. Whenever things get tough, I can go online and talk to my blogging buddies from back home. They’re always there for a good laugh, no matter what’s going on in school. So even though this year has been tough, I know that eventually things will get better. In the meantime, I’ll keep hanging out with my laptop and pretending to be a worthless person raws.
The Third Year of High School
This is the third year of high school for me and, to be honest, it’s been a complete waste of time. I’ve been pretending to be a worthless person my whole life and it’s done nothing but make me miserable. I’m tired of feeling like I’m not good enough and that everyone else is better than me. But, even though I’m still in high school, this isn’t going to be the case anymore. Starting this year, I’m going to change my ways and become the best person that I can be.
Throughout my school years, I pretended to be a worthless person. It was easier that way; it made life simpler for me. All I had to do was act like someone who didn’t care about anything and people would leave me alone. But in the end, pretending to be a worthless person only caused me pain and suffering. Now that I am out of school and have started living on my own, I’m discovering that it’s time to take responsibility for myself and start caring about what matters most. Thank you for reading my raw experience!